nope. this aint no random post.

might actually be random to alottttta people, but it should mean sum'n to only a certain someone.

back then, a first was back entrance of IMM. G Unit Polo. you were in Converse but we didnt really did so, as in conversed, talked. the most beautiful thang i've seen, and still is. if not, i'd be wit someone else now. right? no?

the digits on the mobile. who could've thought. you couldnt, i couldnt. but yea, we got it. now how could i even forget how yours goes when mine aint changed, ya think? and lets be honest, i'd hesitate if i were to click on em right now. let alone, yours flashin. i'd go crazy.

as you can see, i'm bein' honest here. so has it been close to 2? i'm pretty surre you've moved on. you've moved, you've even flew, or prolly flyin' right now.

kinda stupid, like waitin fo you the whole damn night just cuz of a small matter after barbeque, in the cold, in the hood. wit no sympathy. i was pathetic. i was naive. i was. but i've kept my composure, i've kept my head low. my attitude even lower, still is. i know i'd still keep my feet on the ground, firm. they say there's higher risk flyin'.

maybe, after yo departure. just maybe, maybe i'm still waitin' fo yo arrival. yes, still. may not be at the airport, i'm off to settle other stuff and maybe, just maybe, i'd be poppin by just to see if you've arrived.

i thought i saw the arrival time twice. i was actually waitin' fo a third confirmation. but it didnt really came thru. turbulence got me nervous. really nervous i'd say. and i doubt you felt it, cuz you're used to flyin.

funny how emotional i was. funny how you taught me to be as strong as you are. and even funnier, i'm harder than i used to be. well it might be a joke to even post this entry, you think? well it aint to me.

i aint here to catch yo attention.

i'm only here to tell you i miss you.

i miss you. alot. Her'lena.

FeeKee D'

YOU aint learnt about ME.
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