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FUCKED UP LIFE WE STILL LIVIN' IN!
Friday, April 14, 2006
Before I begin..
I'd like to apologise to a few people...
I'm sorry Emil bout juz now.. I kinda tripped at you coz I already am..Crib was hell as hell can be..Really sorry..If there's anythin' i cud make up to ya, I will.I'm sorry to Niz fo rejectin' those calls. I was in the toilet n that phone was wit me. Mom was there.I was sittin' down & thinkin' bout all this shit. Real sorry..i didnt mean anythin aight.. Sorry!Apologies to Authorized homiez, coz its hard to get outta these fuckin' walls. N Ahmad thanks fo the trouble juz to get the CD.For the rest.........FUCK YOU! I DUN FUCKIN' NEED YOU BYATCHES!!!
So anyway..
This how it went since yesterday nyte..
I went out sneakin' out..
I know I made a mistake there..But i do all the tyme..
WHY?
Coz the answers i get from mom is.....
NO!
LEPAK JE KEJE!
TAK BOLEH!
BALIK LAMBAT LAGI!
KAWAN KAU TU SUME SETAN!
so whut was i suppose to do..
She wants me to do things i aint good at..
Those i'm good at..those i love..its all a NO!
Trust me I'm someone who aint gon be pushed...
Tell me y'all agree when i say...
Do somethin you love than whut others force me to...
Plus i'm gon be 18 in a few days time..
Aint hintin or anythin but I wanna get it clear..
I know myself well...
My blunder n errthang...
I know HOW TO THINK BOUT MYSELF!!!
so anyway..
She went to fetch my lil bro therefore i sneaked out at that time..
2100hrs I went back but i didnt go home since there's some mosque thingy..
I went mosque..
Went home juz to get fucked up...
Lappy's gone...
Earlier i smsed Niz coz i'm suppose to burn some stuff fo the crew but I doubt i'll get my lappy 2nyte..Therefore I informed her to mail me errthin'..
She cool wit it..
So i slept early last nyte since i aint got much shit to do..
N she was sick n needed some rest dat why i can holler much.. :)
Next mornin..which is this mornin...
Solat then went fo my mornin jog...
Hollered at her b4 that but since its public hols she muz be still in bed..
B4 i left fo my jog she hollaback so i ax her to holla back later cz if i continued i wont be joggin..hhehee...
Bla bla bla...
Went home...
Wahhhhh!!!
Hell!!!
Errthin's fucked up...
SUMPAH!
Nag here there..
SCOLD here there...
So while i'm so fucked up, Emil hollered at me..
But i really wasnt in the mood but i kinda hid it from her bout it..Sorry bout that..
I juz dun wanna bother u since ure not feelin well..
I kinda tripped on her..REALLY SORRY DEARY.. but i naw we cool now.. :))
I juz cant stand all the shit..I kinda threw my chair on the floor as in smashed it out.. but its not broken or whutsoever..BINGET GILER SEYY!!
So yeah..
Den mom came in scold scold scold scold..God i cant take it... I teared okayy...
Went toilet..Sat down on the floor..hp was wit me so i hollered at Niz sayin i cant meet her to pass the tix n doe. Niz tried callin but i rejected..Mom was there!!!
N i think she called home..But mom answered n smashed the handset on the phone..
That was the last straw fo her..I noe..SORRY NIZ!! Didnt mean anythin against u or sumthin..
So now i was rushin to download those things i'm suppose to do..Lookin fo my laptop finally i got it back..Ax my bro to help me..he's much help.. thanks Joe! :)
So anyway...
These fuckin' BenQ CD-R wont work! So now Ahmad need to crash at my crib fo the CDs..shit! You see how many ppl i let down???? but forget it..Its done...
So here i am..
Updatin this fuckin blog of mine..
Keepin my mind steady..
Missin' her...
She's studyin wit YMD i think..
Oh yeah..SG's got the "BEST DRAIN SYSTEM"...hahahah!
Its really pourin' here in the hood of 602..
All the drains are flooded!! hahah!
Great job to the GOVT!!
FUCK LA!
hahah...
So anyway..I'm cool now wit the rain over me..heh..somehow..
Bounce Bounce Bounce....
[Ca$heEzy Baby]
"I said I'm sorry mama..."
FeeKee D'